sad

I have to give up my kitty :(
it seems dh is allergic to her and he wont take allergy pills. i'm giving her to my mom so at least i'll be able to see her once in a while. she also told me that cats weren't good for pregnant women? i didn't know that. maybe this will bring us one step closer.

im going to miss her so much.

Af is here

Again. I hate her so much.

Dh and I didn't really try but we didn't avoid either. I know I shouldn't be so disappointed since our timing wasn't perfect, not that dh knew that, but I still am.

here we go again. next cycle here i come.